One look ,deeply I lost my self in the blue and I dive in and start to fly in the thoughts.

Feeling like a feather in the wind or an eagle in a storm.
Emotions hitting hard but there is no reaction anymore, hard to find a place in live!

I'm still dead , feeling yust love for the one,my blood,my heritage no other feelings everything is killed.
The pain about the punishment which still ruins my life twice.

The desire hard to reach,the run for cheap sin nothing is real and honest. Words get twisted and used against you and you dying slowly from inside.

Then you coming out of the deep blue...your eyes are getting opened..there is one tear.....