She started this, locking eyes with mine from across the bar, even if just for a moment. She wants this. She wants me. I can almost feel the rough surface of the barricade she’s built, forged from the mistakes of past lovers. Fools may be deferred, but I know it’s just an act for the game we play.
She didn’t invite me home with her. I am not concerned. She’s just expanding the chase. Like a fox fearing the ferocious teeth of an enclosing hound, she’s excited by the thought of being trapped. I excite her. Like a predator approaching their prize, I wait nearby. Anxious. Aroused. Afraid.
She seems reluctant, but the screams solidify what I already knew. This is her fantasy. Her flesh is warm, contradicting the cool night air. She shudders at my touch, tears swelling in her eyes. She wants this. My body pulses, moving to the rhythm of her heart, fast at first, then fading with the falling stars, until the cries of the crickets are all that remain.
As a warning, this poem does touch on a rather traumatic experience. Even though it is fictional, I know some people can find a harsh reality within. If you are easily upset, perhaps this poem is not for you.