MOTECUHZOMA I tried to bear up to necessity, To steel self-conquest through my fears, and thus, In stoic resolution, greet my fate. But then this temperance, to the common eye, Seemed but a fatalistic resignation, A shrug, a sigh that what shall be shall be, In abdication to a fancied doom. So then I heap my irons in the fire To undertake all means I can devise, And now that versatile defense is seen As paranoia, and hysteria, The fickle indecision of a fool, Who- like a pup between two bowls of food- Would waver till the flyblown point grew stale. And they are right, these forward serfs are right: I am a knock-knee, and a juggler! Who could foresee the vortex of my mind Should be the whirlpool that would drain the sea?