I want to write this letter to the being who finds my soul in the next dimension. I want to ask you not to judge my whispy floating energy orb Not to leave me at the cosmic stoop once you see my weakness untethered.
In the physical form, they dont tell you what youll carry. How the people who have held your hand and the ones whove smacked it away will change you. You find most people in the middle of their own battles, and you sink into them if they allow it… And they never tell you how this merge will change you.
Do you find this little soul so disgusting? Because Im starting to change my mind about it after all…see, these bodies are more than vessels. I want you to look carefully at the soul in front of you. Each mistake like a solar flare, erupting on the surface trying to escape. Each regret burning to get out.
My little soul cant wait to rid itself of all the things Ive known. But its funny, the hurt others can inflict on you makes you more...you
And your soul follows after its pain,
follows for something to let it know theres more than this
Do you see my little soul here? Bright as any sun in the drifting wide sea. Full as the vastness of us all.
My little soul may not be as hollow as my little heart. My body lies away and away and here is this soul, This soul for you now that is full of more passion than the cosmos could take from it. Erupt this soul, burst it in to the open and watch what wonders I know. Dont take this little soul for what you see, For inside there are mistakes fighting to get away, being burned into fuel by a soul who has taken so much and will take no more.
My little soul...this verse is for you. Because for you the only thing now is eternity. Until my eyes close and the dirt rains down, all i will have is my memories. Bound by trusted hands, bloodied by lovers, Touched by the unfeeling, felt by those who felt too much. You will not carry these burdens with you…
But neither will I. This verse is to remind you that I am only a person, But inside me is burden, purposed with desire and coupled with passion.
Dont judge my little soul for what it looks like. Because its nothing like me.