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Jul 2017
I know you are trying your best
But this feeling I get makes my heart sink
All the way down past my chest
Did I do something wrong, I think?

You leave the room when I enter
Your eyes diverted when I banter
You end our conversations so easily
It seems like you want to get away from me

Alone with my thoughts, time passed
I was angry at first but perhaps now I understand
What you’re trying to attempt
Nevertheless I still feel hurt and abandoned  
  
I opened up my heart to you
Do you know how hard it was?
And then you went and slammed the doors
Now shut so tightly; I’m back to square one

If you had planned to do this from the start
Don't ask me of the herculean task
To confide in you about my problems
Now I really wish you didn't ask

I can only blame myself
For being foolish enough
To trust someone like you
So ready to cut loose

Still I can't get angry at you
Because I know your kind intentions
But your selfishness knows no bounds
For assuming that what you're doing is the best for us

I want to ask but I’m not the type to force
Someone to talk to me when they don’t
I wish that you would just tell me
What is going on and what can be done

I feel sad more than angry
And that’s a good indication of my feelings
I don’t hate you and your decision
But I want my friend back, right this moment

I miss sharing our ideas and thoughts
Singing songs with everyone else
Making fun of each other as always
The happiness of working together, those fleeting moments

I want them back
Is this too much to ask?
Please don’t leave me
Just like everyone else
If you still cared maybe you will see this
I hate that I'm the only one you ignore
You make me feel like I did something wrong
Written by
Chui Choo  22/F
(22/F)   
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