A blackbird and a moonbeam once buried in my memory, now - not to be imagined, just dust and fragments, feathers, darkness, starriest loneliness; rush of breath, a breeze at the window, open to the night, with streetlights shimmering through, everything white; my vision fading beneath the screen of so many feathers. Only cars passing, one after the other - together. A reminder of time, flies humming, in the ear; that familiar sting screaming forever.