I hear the thunder, rolling off in the distance. I see the lightening, glowing up the night sky. I stand amongst grass in the middle of the field, trying to become one with the sky. The storm moves closer to me, the furious rain slaps the side of my cheeks and the thunder leaves a ringing in my ears. My body tells me to escape yet my mind tells me to overcome this storm. The roaring wind yells my name and the lightening slowly burns everything down. I feel so alone, so cold, so hopeless. Tears leave my face faster than the raindrops hit the earth. I canβt do this anymoreβ¦ I wait for the storm to get closer, to take me along with it.