I get easily jealous,
I know.
Whether it's past loves,
A flirty remark made,
Or even fictional characters.
I wouldn't call this jealousy "obsession"
That's what I felt towards 'him'
My first love.
I won't say It's not a problem,
But I also won't desert my own feelings.
After all,
My jealousy brought me to you.
I struggled with my emotions,
Believed I only looked up to you,
I refused to acknowledge this crush,
Until jealously made it clear as day.
It's a part of me,
A valid human emotion.
Say it's a flaw,
one of my faults,
but it has taught me valuable lessons.