---- 1. i dream of breaking off needles in my thigh 2. twelve years old was the first time that i wanted to die 3. maybe the needles are a way of making that feeling stay away 4. because there is something inside of me that needs to get out 5. i refuse to die inside of myself 6. and i already tried cutting it out 7. and i already tried taking so many pills that i would sleep forever 8. and i already put so many notes into so many words 9. but that’s all just scars and potentially messed up organs now 10. though much of my writing still reads like a goodbye 11. but old habits die hard 12. and sometimes the only reason i don’t go back is because of the dates on my arm 13. and the ink is not a way of mutilating myself 14. it’s a way to cover up my past mistakes 15. because even though the scars have faded i know they’re there 16. and i am ready to have new scars that do not signify pain 17. but a way of finding my true self under all of that
Lines 7 and 16 are supposed to be bolded but I don't know how to do that on this site