What kind of state is this state that I am in? Has the world put me in a state I've never been? I really would like to go out into the light. But I don't think I can manage it, at least not tonight. But someday I will. You wait, you'll see. Then in a far better state I will be. Brave and true and shining like the sun. I will be an inspiration to everyone! But for now I better stay where I am at. Safe and secure. Is there something wrong with that? Am I a coward? Is that what you say? Crippled in a particular,peculiar way? Right now I am maimed and a little messed up. But soon I will heal and get all dressed up. And I'll go outside into the bright light. But I think for now I'll just say goodnight.