Ever felt depressed Constantly stressed Anxiety full throttle Climbing into a bottle No time to rest Each day a test The sacrifices stacking A release lacking The good times pass Work kicking your *** Consumed by a need A desire to exceed At every challenging endeavor It's admirable however Everything has a price Felt nothing would suffice Materialistic values start fading As different goals are cascading Having to be the rock Constantly racing the clock No time for games people play Always cautious of what to say Worries about others deception Maintaining a certain perception Staying true to certain devotions While suppressing a few emotions Casting smiles and a crooked grin To hide the muted feelings within The loneliness heavy and intense Yet other feelings make more sense I've felt this a long time ago In a desperate act I let everything go There's just better things in life I seek