It was winter I last visited with a container separated into thirds, one for me, one for you and one for apples. Your hair was blonde.
We wove autumn tea out of your cigarette smoke that wrapped into the trees like a vice secretly brushing our necks as it built up. Your smoke left a sleepy trail of spilled wine on the carpet making naked flowers appear on your arms. Those belonged to the ace of spades himself lungs deep in a poison.
You became a dreaming mess, the phone began to worry for you, you kept chaos in a syringe and cobwebs were spun onto the floor. A doily waits for you, under the apples.
This poem is dedicated to my aunt who died last Christmas after a drug overdose.