I am tired of my grades determining my worth I am tired of negativity stealing my happiness I am tired of ******* slicing through my inner peace I am tired of fixing something when someone always messing with it I am tired of thinking but still asking I am tired of looking but still searching I am tired of sleeping but still dreaming I am tired of reminiscing but still remembering I am tired of loving but still wondering I am tired of admiring but still idolizing I am tired of everything but still hoping I am tired of expecting but still waiting I am tired of living but afraid of dying I am tired of crying I am tired of yelling I am tired of being sad I am tired of pretending I am tired of being alone I am tired of feelingΒ Β crazy I am tired of feeling stuck I am tired of needing help I am tired of missing things I am tired of being different I am tired of missing people I am tired of feeling worthless I am tired of feeling empty inside I am tired of not being able to just let go I am tired of wishing i could start all over I am tired of dreaming of a life i will never have I'm tired of it I'm so tired but most of all I'm just tired of being tired
I know i'm tired I know i'm physically and emotionally drained but I have to keep going