I have learned never to ask the name of injury-- but I pay that no attention. I was told it was better to learn everything, then forget selectively than never to have learned at all.
This is the one day of fall when the world is warm and brittle, the wind just strong enough to clear off the trees. Today leaves shake to the earth in piles, push against curbs, into alleys and street drains, where the final cracks of their deaths cannot be heard.
My eyes close-- leaves roar by, shrapnel from an explosion. Shredded air and sharp debris scarcely frighten me. I pretend. I reduce the importance of disaster around me. I disappear to my smallest place