So I'm problematic so chaotic is that what they believe because my reactions hold reprieve so I should just let their actions go unattended let their slander be commended is that how a mature man should react would that show the proper amount of tact let these cowards portray me with such disdain as my indignation rises just refrain is this how one should turn the cheek by taking the abuse be meek ok so I should just absolve all pride and self respect then not interject when their tyrades ensue is this what a man would do I guess that's one way to consider here's a more realistic consideration those little cowards wouldn't dare in any other situation toss a virulent stare in my direction as they cower their hollow hearts hold no power now I'm not without my flaws in my past how I would become frenetic yes my temper would ignite with such idiocy ending with such verbal indignity im not the most virile of individuals standing but I can be a force withstanding I may seem so insignificant because I choose to be less complicated for years I chose to be a materialistic, indifferent, praise seeking, money hungry slave I was dedicated lol but I digress what should I do let them beat me down be this clown embrace the stress become a mess just let them suppress all that I achieved because ignorance is the driving force of this dillusion because beneath their illusion I witness the repercussions this can have on someone less apathetic I see this cruelty being nurtured by this group it's so pathetic I will continue to refute their dissent because their petty intentions are evident