my mind is blank

I have become lank

My situation has become worse

I wish i could run with a horse

The feeling is lingering

My hunger is staggering

My direction has been blurred: I hold it in

The gray sky looks red to me: i search inside

Tears well from the brim of my heart

Inspiration calls me, desperation shows up first

My divine touch pull me out lest i drown.

Tick tock, 10 years pass, still i long for my own.