And I think about her tongue

     on the inside of my teeth.

And I think about her hot breathe

     being exhaled into my ear.

And I think about her hands

     on the back of my neck.

And I think about her body

     up against mine.

And I think about her lips

    and how soft they are.

And I think about the way

     she bites my lip.

And I think about her soft

     skin on the tip of my fingers.

And I wonder to myself

     how bad she really wants me.

Or how bad she just wants it..

     there’s just so many questions.

But I don’t want to ask

     I want to see how things are.

I don’t even know

     If I even want something serious again.

It hurts so much to get broken.

     Its scary to get feelings for someone

When you know nothing about them.

     But it’s the flow that I’m gonna go with

This time will be different.

     Have fun and keep it real.

No dreaming of false futures

     impossible futures.

No going ahead of ourselves

     in this moment we will stay.

I can only sit back and relax this time

     to stare into her eyes.

Look for that feeling

     to only hope I will find it.