Am I the only one looking up? I apologize that I find the world so alive, even though the living are a dying volume - closer to mute day by day. That is what I see when I look around. Mechanical sounds, fingernails tapping. One day, our point of existence will be hammered into a useful metal machine, our brains useless - bowing down to a radiating screen. Every light bulb is dim; they can't scream or fight, their sources spit in protest. Questions are satisfactory without answers. No one is curious. No one Questions. Weak necks, bobbling down- down - to a control claw, are disconnected from mind and body. Since when did reputation build on fantasty and when did people we don't know or like become more important ? More important than reality? How does it feel to die? Eyes already cast downward.. 'Die' isn't instantaneous, it can be slow and now. Am I the only one looking up? Can you still hear? or do I need to be lips - attached to those earphones. Have you drowned out the world yet? (I'm swimming in it). I apologize that I am lost being alive and I apologize that somewhere in a place that doesn't exist, you are lost.