My heart wasn't ready And it never will be. I know if I just stop allowing my anxiety to control me I can make it. I don't have to be ready I know that now. But no matter how much I know, my days still end the same way. Alone, overthought, and wondering What it would be like to have your eyes fall in love with mine. I specialize in one way streets But I dream of a double lined median Where you drive constantly within my mind