So I started writing, dear. Trying to pin my thoughts to words as to how stupid I am And how stupid this is Not us, but me thinking. It’s downright dumb. I know this will blow over tomorrow when we have brunch with your mom I’ve tried to say what’s in my head and all that comes out is jumbled promises and misguided words I’m by no means perfect So please work with me Remind me on nights like tonight that I’m dumb And I need to stop thinking So I’m going to just say this and leave it at that.