Eyes open you are there,
Eyes shut you are there,
Yet you are not truly here.

I feel your touch in the middle of the night.
Your warm hand on my cold cheek in the middle of the pouring  rain,
Yet you are not here.

Your voice echos in my head bouncing around my skull sounding as if you are here, yet it is silent nothing to be heard but the now terrifying voice of you.

Your smell catches my attention everywhere I go, it follows every step I take and no matter how far I am it is there.
Sending me back through memories I now wish did not exist.

You are a ghost that will not leave me be.
You haunt my life preventing me from being me.
I just want to forget the heart breaking things you did,
I wish to no longer flinch away from touch,
I wish I could once eat the way I used to without feeling it burning back up,
I wish to sleep for once and not be taunted,
I wish there was a way to banish you from my mind.
Like an exorcisms
But for the living.

Because I shall be forever haunted by you
By us and what we used to be.