My hands run across the fiberglass siding As I think of things worth hiding The water’s warm, so inviting The bubbles calling me to join them I give in and slide my body in My pallid skin shone in the moonlight Though I feel this might not last As my soft skin begins to prickle I can feel the sadness washing over me Just like the water on my legs Its cold hands wrap around my limbs And I can't move This water that once welcomed me Is now cold and menacing I hear a voice inside of me Telling me to slide down in To make the pain go away So that I may feel free Once again
But I do not listen For i know these feelings do not last They only bite for a while But soon will leave and let me be
I only have to remind myself That the sun does come up in the morning And the bathtub will once more be inviting The feelings of sadness will no longer be On my sleeve and in my skin I only have to keep my head up And believe that happiness is near