you're still the only thing in mind
during my early mornings and late nights,
and i dread the moment i finally get over you,
because i don't quite know who i am
without you constantly in my thoughts

are you sleeping fine?
is your mum alright?
are you happy by his side?
do you think of me every night?

i never meant to use you,
but i also never meant to love you,
and i'm sure you never meant to hurt me,
but we can't live off intentions,
just as i can't live feeling vacant