want to know whats worse than being "owned" by someone? knowing that at any given momen tthat very same person can disown you. relationships arnt a secruety blanke ttheyre a tightrope and im afraid of hights. why in the world would i want to be in that posistion to frolick after one person out of the BILLIONS of different people but why would i want to frolick after anyone?i have myself, my art, my own world that i love why should anyone else have the self proclaimed rightto share my world with me?i dont want to be that girl on a mans arm i dont want to belong to to have to rely on anyone. i dont want someone elses feelings that responsibility weighing medown down down into the guilty depths below that tightrope.