You lied to me
Your dishonest words so clever I was too blind to see
I tried so hard to believe in you
That I overlooked every little thing you do
I convinced myself that everything you said
Even though it didn't make sense in my head
Was true
Im stupid for still loving you
After all the things you put me through
After all the nights a cried
And i felt like i wanted to die
All these feelings based off of a lie
It hurts so bad i don't want to write
I don't know anything that'll get me through the night
I definitely wont sleep
My brain won't allow me to rest because im in it too deep
My eyes almost swollen shut from tears
My best friend knew you were a liar for years
My heart doesn't even hurt cause i can barely feel
Truly im broken to the point there is nothing to heal
Sure i feel sadness but that's nothing new to me
Sadness feels like the norm now that i see
I cry when thinking of life without you
But i constantly cry when im living life with you
I cry cause i don't want nobody but you
And thats why im always puzzled on what to do
I never understand what I do wrong
Ive wondered for so long
Why was I never the only one you wanted
I was never one you showed off or flaunted
I sat in this room and said you were my home
But those words backfired you hit me in my heart & my dome
I just don't understand what i have to do to be the only one
I feel like im in a never ending race for your love and all I do is run..