I have hope that one day
One day I'll be happy
I'm getting there, I know I am
Day by day my smiles grow more genuine.
I'm starting to remember things like "you didn't deserve me".
And "you don't have to just have this you can get help".
I'm getting better
I know I am.
I know that one day, possibly soon I'll lay down and close my eyes and you won't be the only thing I ******* see.
This thing that stuck you in my head is letting go and *******, does it feel good.
I'm slowly starting to be a human being again and not just a stupid pile of obsessive thoughts, all started because you look good in a red dress.
I'll be happy.
You can't change that.