Ive watched you **** eachother since I first gave you life. failing test over test in your blind, pointless struggle for purpose. I see a field in france thats lined with bodies, I see a blinding light followed by the silencing of an entire generation. I see anger, fear, guilt, pain, greed, pride and lust. And yet I let you live, let you keep going, because underneath all that dirt and crusted ash, I can still see the defiant hope I fell in love with.