You told me that the tables had shifted; moved along their legs into some other space, their shutters had come down, along with the blinds and it was all sent down for good. You said that this place held memories etched into every corner of it's being, you said you were used to spending afternoons navigating through the same corridors you'd spent the last year getting lost in and I thought of the tables turning themselves away in departure, dust settling on wood turning into old rusty wood. I thought of how similar tables would move into the spaces you'd let them occupy, they'd reclaim their title and similar legs and spine would stand straight across a plain, against which you set cards and half empty bottles. Things we leave behind take up portions of us, cling to our skin and make us feel still within and this feeling won't escape you soon but I want you to know that you can always trace your mind around maps of places that exist only in memory, you can revisit them sometimes, but you must bring your defenses along.