On good days, you were tender to me
Kissed and loved me with kindness
Other not appealing moments
You filled me emptiness and not worthy of your love

You love me and I you
Where did we fail?
Was the lies too much
Was the distance too far

We started at our young adult life
We ended at the prime of adult responsibly
Did our love only work when we had no duties to fulfil?
Was that love or pleasure seeking?

I wanted you
I needed you by myside
I craved for the man you would become
Was five year not long enough for me wait?

Did my crying and rage for change not make you understand
In my countless hours by your side tending to you not equal the favor in return

I left
I left you
Now are just memories
Moments that came and gone

Next step?
New love?
Is that a real thing?
Can I achieve that?

Saddest thought..
Only time will tell
Patience with myself
Patience with my new partner