I'm trying not to tear myself apart    
betwixt all the whens and the hows
I know you asked me to be sweet
but I can't help the filth from escaping my mouth
      it is as if I predicted this
      I watched you watch my walls come crashing down, and when
      the damage was done
      there wasn't much left to ponder about.
                  You escaped with the morning wind, gone with no chance
                  of ever coming back.
                  I'm here now, picking up the pieces, trying to tape up all
                  the cracks.