Terrible isn' it?
finally being made whole
the void in your chest finally filled,
feeling good for once...
until that feeling leaves,
making you believe that you are helpless,
that you can't get through life anymore without that materialistic thing,
That's where the problem lies,
finding happiness in things that might not last forever,
and that is where I went wrong
I began to feel helpless and devastated..
and there I was doing something i'd never thought I would do,
I had finally given up...