i'm reading all these poems about how i deserve better and that i shouldn't be crying when we're broken apart but i can't help but weep because when my eyes met yours with inspiration yours met mine with belittlement and i used to search for life's wonderment's between your arms when you'd hug me isn't that so beautiful? that when i was making love to your body our were simply plowing mine land that you didn't even plant flowers on because you could care less about growing it. is that what you want to be remembered as?
this makes me wonder how humans constantly desire love yet don't take the steps to receive it don't believe that we deserve it and instead push it away like the other person we so desperately wanted meant absolutely nothing.