Why do I have to remember something that happened ten years back ?
Why do I still shed tears over it?
I know for a fact that I could not
Deprive from the unreal for
I was so naive but still...
Why is it still hurting?

Psychologically it affected me
It damaged my emotions and
Changed my interactions all
Because of one little incident

I'm old enough now but
I still reminisce about it now and then
Why?
I have questions that I
Know no man could ever
Answer and pain no medicine
Can heal
This is how broke I am inside

I want to write happy stuff
But I can't because I haven't healed yet