you walk your bike on the sidewalks and ride in the street the asphalt calls to you. i'm not dumb, and i know the skin grafts have gotten to you. you scratch too much. (are they bruises or just skin discoloration? are you hurting yourself or are you rotting from the inside out?) this hurts more than it is supposed to (is it supposed to hurt at all?) i can feel it in my stomach, i can feel it crawling down my spine and it rests on my hips maybe this is my fault i never grew up and i walk like im delicate