I want to fall in love. I want to fall so deeply, so hard in love. I don't want to just love... because I have loved many times before but for once I need someone to open a new door and to adore and love me. I have loved but I have never been in love. I have never had a man love me back... not even my father. I want to fall in love and I want someone to fall in the same hole of love as me and make it our own little hole. Let's fill our hole together and make it whole. Simple. Fall into eachothers holes as if it was our hearts and bury eachother in respect, playfulness, understandment, compassion, trust. I just want to fall in love and yet those like me, remain unloved.