i just wish we could be the way we were....
it doesn't seem real.
i feel like i've hit this wall that isn't breaking down.
i don't know what to do.
or how to get around.
i didn't think it'd be this hard.
things break.
i get that.
and no matter how hard you try they can never be fixed.
i accept this.
and i know that everything that is happening needs to happen.
for everyone's sake.
and i know that it'll be different.
i just didn't think i'd lose you.
...i just wish we could be the way we were...