I only saw her for a second Just a flash, an apparition A dream that I would **** myself to see again I've never wanted to hold onto something so badly And she was the most intangible thing I've ever touched Like alcohol, running through my finger and evaporating at the same time Gone more quickly than she came Maybe she was salvation and I just missed my chance Maybe if I close my eyes more tightly and wish harder Or maybe she's just gone I'm not a safe harbour I've got no light to bring her back to me I hope she thinks to turn around, all on her own I'll be waiting for her, if she does, arm outstretched Or if something better comes along