Letters roamed back and forth Smelling strongly of desire and sadness Traces of it remain clinging to their worn edges Permanent black marker scroll dancing across lines Waltzing seductively through my dreams Pens slowed, life moving in, our choices setting adrift The chaotic rhythm of our hearts I cannot stay here settles on trembling lips I have never said good-bye before, it was always See you later With burning eyes and a lump in my throat I fade away The last warthm in your eyes chilling as my hand slips from yours So this is what it is like to crash land Colors speeding past you in a rush of skydive adrenaline Taking up the void that remained from your leaving I will not condemn your freedom but ask in return that you accept My Phoenix flame setting the night sky ablaze