I lay down and I sink in bed As the impression of departure of an airplane That leaves the heart and guts behind, and body ahead As I were in an endless looping of a rollercoaster but soar Pushing all my blood to my core in vain My epicenter of gravity increases Sinking me more, my eyelids are heavy And the strength to keep them open decreases, I’m melting, I’m dipping, I’m merging, and I’m heavy My sheets are my skin, (my skins!) No heart, no guts, no body, only black …and so the dream begins