They don't know my name but there isn't anyone to blame They say I'm weird but they don't know that thats my shield I am not who they think I am they say I'm a miracle but I am a **** But its not about what they say its about how I feel When I look in the mirror and beg to be healed The constant thoughts and the wars I fought They're all in my head where no one can see And because they can't see they will never let me be But I try my best and put a smile on my face Because it is best to hide all trace What a waste of a life.