It has now been a year,
And I haven't pulled through,
I'm listening to the music,
That you were once into.

I started watching all of your shows,
Going places that you went,
Remembering all the memories made,
And all the times that we had spent.

I still cannot believe,
You're not here anymore,
I still wonder if you'll ever,
Come knocking at my door.

I'm missing you a lot,
Words cannot be expressed,
I lost everything along the way,
And then became depressed.

Losing you ruined me,
I fell apart in every way,
You wouldn't believe the pain,
That is felt every day.

Your soul was taken,
So quickly and so soon,
I see all of the stars,
And glance over at the moon.

No shooting star can grant,
Any wish that I make,
I throw so many stones,
Into every lake.

I remember playing games,
And all the times you had won,
I remember hearing your stories,
And all the things you had done.

I visit you all the time,
Just to tell you how things are,
Your grave is looking bright,
And never at all too far.

The last twelve months,
Have had many changes made,
But just know that your spirit,
Will always be in my shade.