missing the answer means that when the true vision of justice fills this hungry mind it is not understood i have turned blind to what is obvious not known the due reception of the gifts of midday blue warm and attractive nothing left behind to be cleaned up by the unfailing kind while i accept the price for what is due time makes no changes on its very own except in the bland lies that old folk tell to calm the foolish on their downward run instead they seek to gnaw upon cold stone while listening for the distant warning bell and for the sound of the last urgent gun