the fire of life in me can be compared to a dying light bulb. ain’t that a bad comparison? the days were like the days when we still don’t care about the things we say again but we’re just fooling ourselves ---
good that you have a drink in your hand don’t you have work tomorrow? it feels like the strings are getting cut whenever you ditch a day doesn’t it? well it’s that feeling that drains take my words, i’m not putting you down here with me, listen, you don’t understand that at this age you shouldn’t be forcing what’s not there anymore and you’ve been diagnosed with the disease since you age everybody does, no exceptions i hate to be the bringer of bad news but it’s the truth buddy.
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you don’t have to state the obvious, it’s everywhere, over you, over me, everywhere i just want to pretend that the day’s going to be great once in a while don’t you think that it’s not bad to shed your own skin for a breather huh? i mean, it gets tiring, i want to put the mad dog face down for at least today and i don’t know... maybe go to a place where the ****’s not as bad as what we got here
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where?
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ugh ****.. i feel lazy... listen, let’s just smoke this blunt in my room while we listen to your playlist i hope you have morrissey