yellowing teeth and how elegantly he drives this car yet still there's motion sickness as I hold one nostril to inhale hard through the other and I've been doing this frequently enough to know it won't get better soon because love like this doesn't fade as the seasons do and I've tried to make winter end quicker but the chill lingers longer than the tremble of my legs and the numbness in my throat. I feel old like an oak tree and weak like a bee against a boot but I feel free, still. Flying disembodied I feel love I sing I ring through alleyways at three in the morning sometimes six. The song of the lost child bouncing into brick walls calling anyone to come find him. Please.