How can you know
just in a few seconds
whether someone is going to be important
or just another someone?

You just know.

And when you know in only a second
then that person is going to be on your mind
and in your heart
and that can be amazing
and the best thing in the world
if you are in his heart too.

But when you know you aren't
and he doesn't even say hi,
even if you deserve it,
thinking about him
every day
(every single day)
suddenly is more of a burden
than a comfort

And when you carry around too many
of those people in your heart
it can get crowded
and you can feel weighed down
and its too hard
so very hard
to find room for another.

So you go
around and around
in circles.
Forever.