My childish dreams in a paper With handwritten neon letters Is flying to the sun beamed skylight Oh yet the feeling is not right I glimmer in hope when none’s there I drag my feet to the stairs Stretch my arms out to nowhere I know I’d get to somewhere I stupidly trip towards below I crash and lose my borrowed halo And at the ground I stare at the sky Like a baby waiting to cry I wish I’d remember the things That really made my heart sings So I’d know just where to go So I could be the first to let her know I run to the unknown screaming A whisper to God, I’m praying My feet seem to know their place now I’m getting rid of the crowd Darkness is embracing me slowly Got the feeling I’d capture the glory When my breath is taken away I feel how the wind sways And there goes the bright neon letters Moving back to its sender I reach out my hand to hold it And feel the need to rip it As I turn my back my heart stops