i crawled out from under my skin today. i stared at myself as i floated away, and i watched everything change. i witnessed everything fall away. that's not an unusual story for me these days.
-because i never thought i could love you this much. and when i think about you, i realize i do it way too much. i remember when this all started, i knew how i felt, but i didn't know how this would grow. i swear to you darling, i didn't know.
i lose a part of myself every time you look away. and when you glance at me softly, i take it so hard. i used to be strong, now i'm falling apart. now i'm just this sad girl, writing songs so air out my heart.
because i never thought i could love you this much. and when i try to cling to the light something pushes me back in the dark. i remember when this all started, i knew how i felt, but i never would let it show. i swear to you darling, i'll never let anyone know.
because seasons keep changing but i feel the same. i'm losing parts of myself, but this here, it remains. all i want is for you to say it, recipricate it. bury me in something other regrets and mistakes that i've made.
because i never thought i could love you this much. and i know i've become pathetic when i imagine the feel of your touch. i forget how this started, but i remember the hope that i felt, i put on the perfect show. i swear to you darling, i'll never let this go. and i swear to you darling.... and i swear to you darling.... if i'm left broken hearted, it'll hurt but i know, these feelings i've caught, i can't just throw. forget the regrets, love what you know. i didn't think that i'd crave you, every time that you go. i swear to you darling, i didn't know. i didn't know.