I feel like i’m going through a bad breakup with all my friends. Maybe it’s just the rain maybe its cause i’m emotional maybe it’s cause I haven’t showered in 3 days maybe it’s cause i spend more time on social media than I do living maybe it’s cause i don’t really eat anymore maybe it’s because i’ve hit a creative high and everything is coming to the surface maybe its cause i’m home alone maybe it’s cause my sleep schedule is STILL messed up maybe its cause i dream about you maybe it’s because waking up hurts maybe its because there’s a hole in my chest maybe its cause i expect too much maybe it’s cause life happens, life gets busy, life forgets to care maybe it’s cause I forgot to care Maybe its cause trying hurts maybe its cause bitterness just tastes so **** good maybe it’s cause i’m passive aggressive sometimes maybe its cause the world consists of more than I maybe it’s cause I tried to hold on, I fought, i thought Maybe it’s cause they don’t answer my calls or texts anymore maybe it’s cause for every “definitely tomorrow” there never was one maybe its cause this is growing up maybe it’s cause this is just how it is now I feel like i’m going through a bad breakup with my friends we talk only three sentences at a time and it hurts so I hope you’re happy tell adulthood I said hi.