i remember the desire that feuled me madly all i needed was someone to hold me dear you were close by and i wanted you so badly and that was the start of my hospital year my days began with that familiar refrain and ended on my porch with me cloaked in gold your love washed over me like summer rain but everything else was growing bitter and cold and finally it all came down to live or die i could have given up the ghost to the great big O something intervened and i can't say why it's irrelevent; the how was all i needed to know then it was all over without trepidation or fear and that was the end of my hospital year