i tried my best to give you all i could. all i had... in return i wanted your appreciation and respect. im trying to help you understand but i find it hard to say how i feel. somehow, it can be written on paper but never in the words i can speak. there were never really the moments, so why must i try? i wasn't taught how to express my love and feelings... if only i knew you'd give up on i wouldn't wasted my time with you. i really wanted you to be there for me but i guess I'm the one to blame for the monster your creating